24OCT2019

Reading and Writing with Joy

I have an announcement…..  I am winding down my MandyBakerJohnson blog. I’ve enjoyed writing it for the last few years but it is time to move on to new things. ...

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12OCT2019

The Heart That Heals

The Heart that Heals by Patsy Burnette is a Bible study guide written out of Patsy’s pain and heartache over losing her teenage sister Ginger. It is a very gent...

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11APR2019

Blessed

This afternoon a dear friend came to visit. We haven’t seen each other for a year and it was good to catch-up. We ate chocolate biscuits, drank tea and chatted....

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18MAR2019

Present

As soon as I saw today’s Lent word – present – this post came to mind. Living with post traumatic stress (PTSD) and related mental health issues often means a f...

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14MAR2019

Weighed

Today’s Lent word, weighed, reminded me of a cold night when I was volunteering with a Christian charity working with women in the sex industry. I was on the ou...

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9MAR2019

Test

I love reading and hearing stories of people who’ve been through extraordinary experiences. Two of my ‘go to’ books when I’m feeling low are Corrie ten Boom’s T...

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8MAR2019

Given

It’s that time of year again and I am taking part in Rethink Church’s Lent word-a-day challenge. Sometimes it will be a photo on Scamper’s Adventures blog and o...

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2MAR2019

Love Beyond

I enjoyed reading Love Beyond by Heidi Baumgartner, of how God has used her to bring His love to the women working in Soho’s red light district for the past thi...

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20DEC2018

One of Those Moments

I’ve just had one of those moments. Christmas. Emmanuel. God with us. God with us. That means something. This is not all there is. (Thank God.) This year has be...

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17OCT2018

Lucy Butterfly: Ella In Between

I enjoyed reading the Lucy Butterfly series by Heather Cursham, which are intriguing fantasy adventure stories. They reminded me of CS Lewis’ Narnia series. Luc...

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31AUG2018

Rush

When I’m surrounded by rush and stress, Do this, go there, see to that, don’t forget…. My heart thumps, breathing gets shallow, head in a spin. Draw a deep brea...

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11JUN2018

Scamper Says ‘Hello!’

Apologies for having gone a bit quiet on here lately. There’s a lot going on personally and I haven’t felt up to blogging. But my childhood-teddy-friend Scamper...

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28MAR2018

The Gardener’s Daughter

Motherless nineteen-year-old Ava has always believed brilliant botanist Theo Gage to be her father. But when a chance discovery reveals she is not his daughter,...

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10FEB2018

New Life: Reflections for Lent

I’m absolutely delighted to be part of a brand new book that has just been released: New Life: Reflections for Lent. Conceived by the committee of the Associati...

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7JAN2018

One And The Same?

Paul writes verse 1 of Philippians 2 as if it’s a done deal: If there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, an...

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14DEC2017

Affection and Sympathy

So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, any affection and sympathy… In Christ there is affection and...

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7DEC2017

Participation

So if there is any encouragement in Christ, any comfort from love, any participation in the Spirit, any affection and sympathy…. To participate is to be involve...

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10NOV2017

Comfort

To continue my thoughts in Philippians 2…. The next part of verse 1 reads: ‘So if there is… any comfort from love,…’ When I was a little girl, the Love is… card...

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7NOV2017

You Just Never Know….

Isn’t it funny how one thing leads to another? In June 2016, I went to the ACW weekend at Scargill House with a half-formed resolution to write the homework set...

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3NOV2017

Taking Off The Mask

We all have a tendency to wear a mask. There is a need to hide who we really are. Maybe we have been badly hurt by someone we trusted in the past. Or perhaps we...

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2NOV2017

Undivided Heart

Undivided Heart by Lucy Mills is a thoughtful book based on a verse from Psalm 86 in which the psalmist prays: ‘… give me an undivided heart…’ In the first half...

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28OCT2017

I Have Encouragement

Back in August, I read an online article by John Piper that challenged me with the words Philippians 2 would change my life. It’s a chapter I’ve tended to avoid...

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23SEP2017

Out of Silence

I’d been looking forward to the second of Annie Try’s books in the Dr Mike Lewis series and I wasn’t disappointed. Out of Silence gripped me from the first page...

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21SEP2017

There was complete silence…

There was complete silence as she entered the pastel-painted room. She was aware of two pairs of eyes following her as she sat in the upright chair angled towar...

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16SEP2017

Ordinary Miracles

Challenging, exhilarating, faith-raising, adventure-stirring, full of ouch moments. Ordinary Miracles: Mess, Meals and Meeting Jesus in Unexpected Places by Chr...

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7SEP2017

Words, Words, Words….

Words, words, words. As wordsmiths, we dabble, we play, we agonise, we yearn over the tools of our trade. When we speak, our tongues can drip poison and hurt pe...

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19AUG2017

Lessons From Truffles

I sat on the stairs on Tuesday feeling grumpy. It had been a long, busy and frustrating day at work, and my back was aching. Lord, I know I haven’t spent time w...

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7AUG2017

The Best We Can Be

Why do we write? Is the world a better place because our words are in it? I want to encourage us to be the best we can be in whatever genre we favour. King Solo...

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3AUG2017

Not Just For Christmas

I was knocked out by some familiar words this afternoon: Glory to God in the highest, and on earth PEACE to men on whom His FAVOUR rests. Luke 2:14 Every Christ...

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30JUL2017

1,000 Gifts

When my friend Elizabeth and I went away earlier this year for a prayer retreat, we started our week by writing a list of things for which to thank God. These c...

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21JUL2017

Lydia’s Song

This novel on child sex trafficking in Cambodia is written in three parts. The first section focuses on Lydia, an English woman in the year 2036. She reminisces...

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7JUL2017

A Little Help From My Friends…

There is an Arab proverb that says something along the lines of if you want to go fast, go alone but if you want to go far, go with others. I think it applies t...

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30JUN2017

At Therapy’s End

What a powerful book. It drew me in from the first page. The storyline covers very difficult issues: domestic violence, loss of a child, mental illness. But the...

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21JUN2017

Coffee with Jesus?

‘God loves you.’ I taught it every week. But did I really know it? Sure, He forgave me; was He just being kind? I thought the Father didn’t like me. That Jesus ...

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7JUN2017

The Girl at the End of the Road

I loved The Girl at the End of the Road. I completely forgot I was reading, which is the type of book I like best. It’s a true page-turner and keeps you guessin...

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13MAY2017

Refugee Stories

This is seven real-life stories of people who became refugees and sought asylum in the UK. They are written in the individuals’ voices and edited by Dave Smith ...

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7MAY2017

Everything You Do

Last Wednesday I went to a dance as worship evening. I’d signed up for it a few weeks previously, then had a minor panic: ‘What have I done? This is my worst ni...

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17APR2017

The Search for Home

The Search for Home is the true story of Beatrice Smith who was ten-years-old when the troubles between the Hutus and Tutsis broke out in Rwanda in the 1990s. S...

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16APR2017

Wonder

Sometimes I jump for joy, that Jesus Christ is God and died for me. Sometimes full of wonder, how can the very author of life die? What sacrifice for me…. He to...

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15APR2017

Hope

May the God of hope fill you will all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope. Romans 15:13 Hope is vital. Ad...

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14APR2017

Awake

When Jesus woke up on Maundy Thursday, I wonder what was His first thought? He knew that day was going to bring His last meal with His closest friends, betrayal...

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13APR2017

Spirit

On Sunday 18th October 2009 my life changed forever. A few months earlier, Adi and I had started going to Grace Church.  One of the things I loved about Grace w...

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12APR2017

Deny

Two people have been on my mind today, both of whom participated in the first Easter. Simon Peter was one of Jesus’ closest friends. I like Peter. He frequently...

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11APR2017

Above

As soon as I saw the Lent word prompt for today I thought of the verse in Colossians that urges us to ‘set your minds on things that are above, not on things th...

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10APR2017

Follow

When staying in a hotel, I enjoy following the delicious smell of frying bacon and freshly brewed coffee wafting from the breakfast room. Road signs can sometim...

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9APR2017

Blessed

For years I struggled to sing the worship song Blessed be Your name by Matt Redman. I’ve discovered I’m not alone in this. It takes the words that Job, a man in...

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7APR2017

Voice

When I told Adi that I had a blog post to write on the word prompt ‘voice’ he laughed. ‘Well that shouldn’t be a problem for you, should it? The problem is gett...

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6APR2017

Believe

More and more, I’m coming to the conclusion that believing God is the most important thing we can do. It’s more than believing on Him – for salvation. Or believ...

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5APR2017

Hear

When I stop and think that the Creator of the universe listens to me when I talk to Him, wow. It’s beyond comprehension! I’m so small and insignificant; He says...

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4APR2017

Breath

We sometimes say that there’s nothing like a breath of fresh air, usually if we’re in a room that is stuffy and hot, or if we’ve been really busy. To have a bre...

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3APR2017

Light

Your light is brighter than the sun in noon-day strength. In You, I see Light. I’m a child of light. You’re changing me from glory to glory – whoop whoop!...

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2APR2017

Trying to Fly

I loved this new book by Annie Try. The first chapter reminded me of a cross between Emma Donoghue’s The Room and John Grisham’s A Time to Kill. A chilling even...

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1APR2017

Darkness

Light is most clearly seen when darkness is at its darkest. The darkest day in history was one Friday a couple of thousand years ago in the Middle East. A young...

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31MAR2017

With

Jesus, You are here, Your Spirit’s presence with me. My Emmanuel....

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30MAR2017

Will

This is the last will and testament of me, Jesus Christ of Nazareth, Son of Man and Son of God. I give to all who will believe in my name the right to become ch...

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29MAR2017

Open

When I was a young teenager my then church joined up with a church in Derby for a joint youth camp on the Gower Peninsula in south Wales. The Derby youth group ...

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28MAR2017

Grace

I heard a lovely quote the other day: ‘Jesus is the Good News.’ The gospel (good news) is a person: Jesus. Jesus is the One I love and adore. He is my magnifice...

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27MAR2017

Sign

I attended a women’s conference Outrageously Loved on Saturday. I’d gone expectant to meet with God and for Him to meet with me. And wow, I was not disappointed...

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25MAR2017

Journey

We were on our way to the ACW weekend at Scargill House. I had picked up my friend Helen in good time that morning and we talked non-stop as I drove north on th...

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24MAR2017

Love

Seven years ago, I had a chronic illness that was worsening despite the best efforts of the medical profession. I wondered if I was in the valley of the shadow ...

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23MAR2017

Rest

Today’s word is rest. This spidergram shows what gives me rest....

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22MAR2017

Joyful

Joyful is today’s word for the Lent word-a-day challenge. Joyful? I don’t feel joyful. It’s awful seeing terror attacks anywhere but when it’s on your turf it’s...

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21MAR2017

Go

‘Go’ is a small word with potentially explosive results. It’s like the ripple effect of tossing a pebble in a lake. Naaman was told by the prophet to go and was...

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20MAR2017

Afraid….

I was a scared, wimpy sort of child. Almost as far back as I can remember, I was afraid. In the days when petrol stations closed on bank holidays (yes, I’m that...

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19MAR2017

Celebrate the Seasons

You have made the seasons: winter, summer, autumn and spring. I live them each day of the year; praying for a heat wave (of which we Brits have had enough after...

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18MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Beloved

I’m a grandma! Almost as soon as they got married, Ruth was with child. The baby arrived last night. Oh I’m so happy! And Naomi, you’d think he was her firstbor...

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17MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Speak

Oh thank You Lord! Thank You! Boaz spoke with Jethro at the town gate this morning. Jethro, for whatever reason, isn’t able to marry Ruth. So, in front of a quo...

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16MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Presence

Boaz burst into the house this morning in such a state! I’ve rarely seen him like this. He had been working late threshing the grain and decided to sleep in the...

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15MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: See

I am praying hard for Boaz. He is off his food and seems preoccupied. The harvest is good this year and the farm is going well; I think the trouble is with his ...

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14MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Faith

I admire that young Ruth. Naomi told me that Ruth insisted on leaving her own country to come with her mother-in-law. It seems that Ruth, too, has put her faith...

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13MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Kindred

Years have passed since I last wrote in my journal. Boaz is a grown man now, and taken over the family farm. He isn’t married, says he is waiting for the right ...

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12MAR2017

Celebrate: Good Plans

I’ve loved looking at Rahab’s life these last few days. She was a ‘woman of the night’ who sold sex to men. Someone it would be easy to look down upon, but God ...

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11MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Led

So much has happened in the last couple of years that I’ve had no time for writing. We moved about eighteen miles south of Jericho to a delightful little town c...

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10MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Free

Elizabeth and Jonathan couldn’t have been happier or more welcoming when their son Salmon married me. They have been so kind, knowing what I was and where I cam...

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9MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Live

It’s only in these last few months since God rescued me from Jericho that I feel I’ve truly lived. I’m still in awe that He would let me become one of His peopl...

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8MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Preserve

My family and I could have easily felt out of place in this Israelite camp, but they have all been so welcoming. One family in particular has been very friendly...

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7MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Forgiven

What a week. I don’t quite know what to make of it, really. At least we’re all safe and together, me and my family. Not long after the spies escaped, we saw the...

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6MAR2017

Rahab’s Journal: Wise

Two men came to my house yesterday. That’s not unusual in my line of business. I’d been watching them from my bedroom window; I felt certain they were up to som...

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5MAR2017

Celebrate 300

This is my 300th blog post! If not for Adi, this would never have happened. He persuaded me to start blogging, back in October 2008. It took me a while to settl...

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4MAR2017

Keziah’s Diary: Treasure

You saw me in my childhood, Lost, alone, sullied, rejected. And You gave me full acceptance. You saw me on the street corner, Beautiful, empty, desolate. And Yo...

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3MAR2017

Keziah’s Diary: Sacrifice

I’ve always known that what I was doing was wrong, but I loved the way Jesus accepted me. He didn’t push me away or condemn. It seemed the most natural thing in...

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2MAR2017

Keziah’s Diary: Injustice

That encounter with Jesus intrigued me. I couldn’t get the way He’d treated me out of my head. There was definitely something different about Him, but I couldn’...

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1MAR2017

Keziah’s Diary: Heal

The strangest thing happened yesterday . I’m still reeling from it. Did I imagine it? No, I feel different, I look different. Oh wow, this is amazing. I went to...

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23FEB2017

End It Movement

And the merchants of the earth weep and mourn…, since no one [will] buy their cargo anymore, cargo of gold, silver, jewels, pearls, fancy clothes and silk, scen...

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12FEB2017

90 Days in John 14-17, Romans, James

I’m excited about this devotional book by Tim Keller and Sam Allberry. Each short chapter gives the Bible text for the day followed by a few helpful notes. The ...

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7FEB2017

Refuse to do Nothing

Homeless people are human. You may think that is obvious but at one time they were invisible to me. They first came on my radar when I read John Grisham’s The S...

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3FEB2017

I, Daniel Blake

I’ve just watched a disturbing film I, Daniel Blake. It’s based on true stories, and reminded me of things I’ve seen and heard – and experienced personally to a...

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20JAN2017

Forty Years A Gambler

If you’ve ever wondered what life with a gambling addiction looks like, wonder no more. In this easy-to-read book, Ian shares his incredible story of how what s...

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14JAN2017

Are you in a Service Station?

I’ve been pondering on how life and ministry can feel like driving on a motorway. Traffic is moving, things are good, you can be alongside the same vehicles for...

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7JAN2017

Really, God?

Do you believe that your ability to write is a gift from God? This belief has been a long process for me. I never really dared to believe it for myself until ve...

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2JAN2017

Water-Walker

I want to walk on water in 2017. No, I haven’t gone mad. This desire is based on the occasion when Peter, one of Jesus’ disciples, climbed out of a boat in the ...

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1DEC2016

NaNoWriMo: What I Learned

What an exciting (but exhausting) adventure was NaNoWriMo last month! I had a fantastic time writing my 50,000 words in less than 30 days, and learned a lot dur...

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7NOV2016

You Are God’s Poem

I had one of those eureka moments in church the other Sunday. The speaker said that in the original language Paul used when he wrote to the Ephesian church, we ...

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1NOV2016

Ready, Set, Write!

Ever heard of NaNoWriMo? It stands for National Novel Writing Month. That happens to be this month: November. The idea is to write 50,000 words between 1st and ...

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20OCT2016

Sheer Delight

Interacting with animals is one of life’s good gifts. (Warning: this is a post that only animal lovers will truly appreciate!) My guinea pig Pickles used to lov...

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14OCT2016

A Bird, A Girl, and A Rescue

This book has so much that would appeal to eight to twelve year old readers. Set in the fictional African country of Rwendigo, the main character is young Kiisa...

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7OCT2016

What’s in a Name?

Blogging over at More Than Writers today, the home of the Association of Christian Writer’s blog: Adi and I honeymooned in the north of England one chilly May. ...

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6OCT2016

Jesus Loves Prostitutes

For most of my adult life there was a wide gulf between prostitutes in the Bible and the ones I saw working on the streets of Nottingham. Those in my city are o...

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27SEP2016

Samuela and the Captain

‘Samuela nooo!’ My ima’s heartrending screams filled my ears as the tall soldier dragged me away. I stumbled along beside him, unable to see through my tears, u...

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23SEP2016

Five

I got quite excited when I saw Five Minute Friday’s word for this week:  Five. I immediately scribbled ideas of everything I could think of in five minutes to d...

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22SEP2016

All His Resources

[They] came to request a message from the Lord. They sat down in front of me to wait for His reply. Yesterday, I read these words written by the prophet Ezekiel...

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16SEP2016

Listen

Yesterday I treated myself to a day in Derbyshire. Just me and Jesus. I wanted to take time out to be with Him, to listen and see what He would say. On the driv...

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12SEP2016

Gospel Transformation Bible

Do you like bargains? Some people are fab bargain hunters, I’m not normally one of them. But today I am. 10ofThose are doing a one-off promotion of the new ESV ...

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7SEP2016

It’s Winter…

Six years ago this autumn, I received a termination letter from my (then) employers. The letter wasn’t a shock. I’d spent most of the previous ten months off wo...

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2SEP2016

Path

Life is like a path, you never know what’s around the next bend. It leads through dark valleys and takes you to exhilarating mountain-tops. It can be scary, not...

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27AUG2016

Loyal

‘What’s the first thing that comes into your head when I say the word loyal?’ I asked Adi. ‘Dog.’ Strangely enough, it was the first word that came into my head...

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5AUG2016

Happy

Happiness is sprawled on the sofa reading a good book, nibbling goodies and drinking something nice, Having a date day with God to enjoy His presence, Looking r...

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3AUG2016

What’s That Smell?

When [my daughter] was a baby I used to carry her with her head on my chest and I would breathe in her baby smell and I remember offering her to another family ...

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30JUL2016

Hidden

You see the things I try to hide – Attitudes and what I really think and feel, old guilt, past shame, a held grudge; hurts and wounds that can never heal? Thing...

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28JUL2016

30 Seconds

We shuffled into our hotel room with relief, dumping our bags in a corner. I headed for the bathroom to fill the kettle; I’d been looking forward to this cup of...

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15JUL2016

Create

I loved making up stories with my teddies and dolls when I was little. I even created a family made from empty toilet rolls at one stage. My imagination was fer...

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14JUL2016

Prayer for the Government

Give Your love of justice to Theresa May, O God, and righteousness to her Cabinet. Help them govern UK citizens in a right way; let the poor be treated fairly. ...

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8JUL2016

Build

God built a perfect world for people to enjoy, But Eve and Adam’s in-built pride sent everything awry. Noah built an ark and kept his family safe, Job built his...

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7JUL2016

Writing: Who? What? How?

Can I write? Should I write? Why am I bothering, it’s all been said before. Who do I think I am? I can’t do this, I’m wasting my time…. After a decade of writer...

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5JUL2016

Loved and Secure

I gazed at the television screen in awe. I couldn’t take my eyes off it. Everyone else in the surgical theatre – and there were a few – was tuned out as I drank...

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24JUN2016

Rest

You may have woken up today rejoicing at the outcome of yesterday’s vote. Or maybe you are disappointed and wondering what on earth is going to happen now. To b...

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11JUN2016

Not What I Expected…

This wasn’t supposed to happen. How did I end up here? I lay on my back, staring at the ceiling, my face deadpan, counting in my head until he had finished. He ...

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7JUN2016

The Great Escape

Did you know that a group of writers is called a worship? That’s what was happening at Scargill House last weekend. A bunch of people worshiping. Many of us hav...

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28MAY2016

Cheer: When Jesus Jumps For Joy

There was a time when Jesus the man jumped and skipped with ecstatic, exuberant joy. He had sent out seventy two of His friends on a mission trip. He told them ...

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19MAY2016

Drawn from Words

You’ll recall that I blogged every day through Lent as part of a word-a-day challenge by Rethink Church. Some of my friends journaled every day and one lady who...

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13MAY2016

Grow

And now, just as you accepted Christ Jesus as your Lord, you must continue to follow Him. Let your roots grow down into Him, and let your lives be built on Him....

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11MAY2016

Freedom in Christ – Part 2

How will knowing who I am in Christ affect things? Worship Knowing I am a child of God frees me from being self-absorbed. Magnifying Jesus (focusing on Him) put...

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9MAY2016

Freedom in Christ: Part 1

We are made to live in freedom. I get upset when I see animals and birds in cages, whether in a home or in a zoo. They are meant to be free. Before God began se...

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7MAY2016

Two Little Dicky Birds….

Earlier this month, my friend Elizabeth and I went on holiday to the wilds of Norfolk. Without wanting to sound super-spiritual or boring, one of our favourite ...

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22APR2016

Unite

Jogging by the sea this week, I loved observing the oyster catchers unite to fly in a group. Seeing the odd one was nice but nothing out of the ordinary. But as...

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9APR2016

Wibbly-Wobbly Writer

When I first thought God might be calling me to be a writer, I was excited: a childhood dream come true! But it didn’t take long for doubt to set in, and those ...

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8APR2016

Whole

Lord, I want to be wholehearted. I hardly ever have been in the past, it’s tough when you don’t have much confidence. You think you’ll do something and then you...

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7APR2016

The Perfect Administrator

‘Write these sums down and do them for homework. Hand them in next lesson.’ Thirty-odd eleven-year-olds dutifully scribbled the sums into our homework books. I ...

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1APR2016

Decide

Oh son, I love you so much! You delight my heart and bring me joy. Being with you dad, is just the best thing ever. You’re awesome! Let’s create more, just like...

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27MAR2016

Celebrate: He’s Alive!

He’s alive! Whoop, whoop, whoop! He’s alive and I’ve seen Him! Let me calm myself and start at the beginning. Friday was the worst day ever. I saw Him die and t...

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26MAR2016

Enter

Open to Me the gates of righteousness, that I may enter through them and give thanks to the Lord. This is the gate of the Lord; the righteous shall enter throug...

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25MAR2016

Path: Easter

It was a path on which a donkey trod. Palm branches and coats were strewn along it, the Jewish equivalent of a red carpet for a king. Less than a week later, th...

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24MAR2016

Need

Needs are different to wants. Wants are luxuries. Needs are necessary. A few years ago I was in the Gulf on a work trip. Travelling between Abu Dhabi and Al Ain...

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23MAR2016

Rejected

I’ve been thinking about a father and son, and a garden, and rejection. You couldn’t get a closer relationship anywhere than Jesus and His Dad. Always together,...

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22MAR2016

Steadfast

The Lord descended in the cloud and stood with Moses, and proclaimed the name of the Lord: ‘The Lord, the Lord, a God merciful and gracious, slow to anger, and ...

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22MAR2016

Thanks

Thanks, God, for: Tigers (can’t wait for the new earth when I can safely play with a tiger or two), Trains, Television. Holidays (in Hunstanton with Elizabeth),...

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20MAR2016

Celebrate: Books

From the days of reading The Magic Faraway Tree to my teddies and dolls, I’ve loved books. Hard backs, paperbacks, smooth paper, pictures, no pictures. I love ’...

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19MAR2016

Have

What do I have? A magnificent friend who adores me and can do anything. Since knowing Him, my life has changed almost beyond recognition. I’m not the woman I wa...

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18MAR2016

Beloved

God makes promises to those He loves and calls some surprising people ‘beloved’: He grants sleep to His beloved. King Solomon was called beloved by God despite ...

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17MAR2016

Restore

Laura Ingalls Wilder wrote about locusts. They are destructive pests, ruthless in devouring every green thing and leaving a land bare and desolate. I believe we...

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16MAR2016

People

Adi and I spent today in London. As always, there were lots of people around. A cheerful lady wrapped in a sleeping bag playing solitaire called out that she li...

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15MAR2016

Remember

There are things that God remembers and things that He chooses to forget. God remembers individuals. The Bible includes lists of names that make up family trees...

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14MAR2016

Path

Paths are exciting. I love wandering off the beaten track, whether it be in woods or a city. Side paths can be so alluring, I wonder where this leads to... In L...

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13MAR2016

Celebrate: My Life

Adi and I have just been watching the documentary He named me Malala. It made me realise again how much I have for which to be thankful. I had an education. May...

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12MAR2016

Listen

I love the Lord because He hears my voice and my prayer for mercy. Because He bends down to listen I will pray as long as I have breath!  I’m sometimes tempted ...

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11MAR2016

World

God loved the world so much that He gave His only beloved Son so that whoever believes in Him will not perish but have everlasting life. Jesus Himself gave that...

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10MAR2016

Surround

Surround: to be surrounded can be both good and bad. Jesus was surrounded by enemies on the cross. Not only human enemies: people who despised and mocked Him, p...

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9MAR2016

Faithful

Jack, my rabbit, had oodles of personality. He had full range of the garden and ground floor of the house. He knew he wasn’t allowed upstairs but had a funny ha...

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8MAR2016

Silence

Me: ‘My word prompt today is silence.’ Adi: ‘Ha ha ha ha ha!’ I guess that tells you a lot about us…. I’m a typical woman, keen to use up my 20,000 words a day....

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7MAR2016

Spirit

God sent Jesus to buy freedom for us who were slaves to the law, so that He could adopt us as His very own children. And because we are His children, God has se...

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7MAR2016

Spirit

God sent Jesus to buy freedom for us who were slaves to the law, so that He could adopt us as His very own children. And because we are His children, God has se...

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6MAR2016

Celebrate: Women

It’s Mother’s Day. I think I prefer the phrase Mothering Sunday. There are many who ‘mother’ without ever having the official title. If we use it as a verb, the...

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5MAR2016

Endure

‘Give thanks to the Lord, for His love endures forever.’ Your love for me is steadfast; You’re not moody, And You don’t get cross over petty things (like slow d...

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4MAR2016

Help

Help is defined as making it easier or possible for someone to do something by offering them your services or resources. Jesus promised His first disciples that...

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3MAR2016

Power

I’m being challenged by the verse ‘the Kingdom of God is not a matter of talk but of power‘. I come from a belief system that was good at talking about God but ...

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2MAR2016

Found

Jesus told stories about lost things being found. A sheep strayed away from the flock and got lost. The shepherd went looking for it. When he found it, he broug...

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1MAR2016

Witness

‘As God is my witness….’ People sometimes say that to assert their innocence or to show they really mean what they are about to say. God is their witness. He is...

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29FEB2016

Thirst

There are a couple of occasions that I remember being really thirsty. The first was when I had my wisdom teeth out under a general anaesthetic in hospital. My g...

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28FEB2016

Celebrate: Jesus

I celebrate You, Jesus, I exult in You because You’re worthy of praise. You saw me in my mess, and lifted me out of a pit. You set my feet on solid ground, and ...

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27FEB2016

Heal

For years I didn’t believe God healed today. Now I do. For years, I didn’t see miracles so I didn’t think God did them any more. But stories like the one I’m ab...

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26FEB2016

See

Can you believe we’re on day seventeen through Lent? Today’s word prompt is SEE. This reminded me of a prophet in the Bible called Elisha. Syria was at war with...

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25FEB2016

Joy

Martin and Gracia Burnham were kidnapped by terrorists and held in the Philippine jungle for more than a year. Hours before their captivity ended, they chatted ...

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24FEB2016

Shelter

Shelter conjures up so many images: A refuge for vulnerable people. Somewhere unwanted animals can be cared for: cat and dog home, donkey sanctuary…. An umbrell...

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23FEB2016

Covenant

Almost seventeen years ago, Adi and I entered a covenant of marriage. We made each other promises in our wedding vows that we would stick together through tough...

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22FEB2016

Vision

The crazy generosity of God astonishes me. Talk about reckless love! Jesus willingly died so that I could be adopted by the Father, who is so dedicated to bring...

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21FEB2016

Celebrate: Freedom

My piggies’ favourite thing in the world was to play in long grass on a sunny day. The second they heard me moving their run to a fresh patch in the back garden...

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20FEB2016

Live

What do you live for? What’s your motivation? It might be family or your career or cats. Jesus came to raise our expectations. He invites us to abundant life. W...

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19FEB2016

Love

It’s day ten of Lent and the word prompt is LOVE. It reminded me of the verse that talks about keeping ourselves in the love of God, probably because I’m trying...

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19FEB2016

Love

It’s day ten of Lent and the word prompt is LOVE. It reminded me of the verse that talks about keeping ourselves in the love of God, probably because I’m trying...

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18FEB2016

Refuge

Today’s Lenten word prompt is REFUGE. One of my favourite authors as a child was Patricia St John. Actually, I still enjoy her books! Her book Star of Light tel...

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17FEB2016

Mighty

Day eight’s word prompt for Lent is MIGHTY. For me, the word mighty conjures up mountains, high seas, a knight in armour, a white charger snorting for battle. A...

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16FEB2016

Go

Day seven of blogging through Lent:  GO. ‘What’s the first thing that comes into your head when I say “go“?’ I asked Adi, whose birthday is today. 21 again (plu...

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15FEB2016

Settle

Today’s word prompt is SETTLE. Settle immediately brought to mind the American pioneers of the 1840s and later, forever moving west in search of richer land and...

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14FEB2016

Celebrate

Day five’s word prompt for blogging through Lent is CELEBRATE. I’m celebrating my Father’s love. It makes me jump and sing and dance and twirl and shout. I am l...

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13FEB2016

Injustice

The word prompt for day four of blogging through Lent is INJUSTICE. It’s not fair! My life was a mess. I had a tough childhood, things were done to me, and as I...

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12FEB2016

Look

Day three’s word prompt for blogging through Lent is:  LOOK. I’m one of those people who can’t see for looking, who frequently misses the obvious. I’ve lost tra...

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11FEB2016

Voice

Day two of my blogging through Lent on VOICE. There’s nothing quite like cuddling a brand new baby only a few hours old. This is my friends’ gorgeous little son...

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10FEB2016

Gather

Rethinkchurch has suggested a photo challenge for each day of Lent, using set words as prompts. Some of my Facebook friends and I thought it would be fun to ada...

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29JAN2016

Quiet

Today’s Five Minute Friday prompt is:  QUIET.  On The One Show this evening, they did a clip on whether or not singing lullabies to babies really does help in g...

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15JAN2016

Time

Today the Five Minute Friday community is writing on TIME for five minutes. START What a start to 2016 – the sad news that David Bowie, Alan Rickman, and the ma...

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9JAN2016

Glory

What if Jesus were to take you for a walk along the beach and make you an offer?  ‘Give Me your heart, and you will gain Me.’ What would you do? Last summer, th...

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24DEC2015

A Social Network Christmas

Merry Christmas – enjoy the video below 🙂     Used with permission...

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11DEC2015

Reflect

After far too long a break, I’m back writing with the Five Minute Friday community! Today we’re writing for five minutes on the topic reflect. GO Watching The A...

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7DEC2015

Voice

While paying for a Christmas gift yesterday, I heard a voice I recognised from the adjacent till. My head jerked up as I checked whether I was correct. I was. ‘...

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18NOV2015

Ron

On Sundays Ron was usually at the church door, waiting to welcome people with a firm handshake and shy smile. He worked wonders with the old boiler, knowing jus...

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7NOV2015

Not An Orphan

I love watching gymnastics. Last weekend were the finals of the world gymnastics championships in Glasgow. Danell Leyva, representing the USA, stepped up to the...

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29OCT2015

Jesus My Rock

Jesus, You are my rock. Waves may beat around me but I am secure on the rock. Howling winds may come against me, but I shall not be moved, as You give me streng...

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7OCT2015

Who… or What?

… it meant sitting in the sessions weighing up my fellow writers. If they were already published, they were out of my league. If not yet published, were they as...

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30JUL2015

Father of Lights

During the recent brief spell of hot weather, Adi and I headed for a department store and air-con. The lights in the store looked like wrapped Christmas gifts a...

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7MAY2015

That’s Some Author Bio!

Blogging at More Than Writers today: I’ve spent the last couple of days printing out seemingly endless copies of my manuscript and handing over my precious baby...

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15APR2015

Mine!

One of the many things I love about Jesus is the way He completely identifies Himself with me. Regardless of the cost to Himself, He has always been determined ...

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7APR2015

More Lord!

Blogging at More Than Writers today: ‘The Lord supplies your needs, not your wants,’ was one of the refrains drilled into me by the Christian tradition in which...

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28MAR2015

Rights

Face down on the dusty carpet while Adi prayed for me to be freed from a spirit of hatred I realised I had no rights. I’d always known hating was wrong but I’d ...

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22MAR2015

Heaven, How I Got Here

This is the story of the thief on the cross by Colin S Smith. It is a short book based on part of Luke’s account of the crucifixion of Jesus Christ. The book op...

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31JAN2015

Facebook Fast

This is my last post for six weeks. My church is having a forty day fast and depriving myself of social media, among other things, is my way of joining in. Face...

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30JAN2015

I am the True Vine (Part 2)

When I was little I received an illustrated children’s dictionary for Christmas. I enjoyed reading and loved writing stories, so my older brother thought it wou...

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18JAN2015

I am the True Vine (Part 1)

When I was small, my dad and uncle used to rent an allotment. They had a grapevine in one of the greenhouses. I didn’t like going in there because the glass was...

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10JAN2015

I couldn’t love anything more…

I love the film Father of the Bride with Steve Martin. A scene that has come to mind time and again this week is one where the father George buys his daughter A...

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5JAN2015

Joy

I rolled around on the floor laughing till my stomach ached. Adi looked on bemused. We were at a prayer meeting and there I was, belly-laughing on the floor. A ...

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20DEC2014

One Of Us

‘The Word became flesh and lived among us’ – what does that actually mean? Jesus became human and moved onto the estate. Jesus was once the single cell of a fer...

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14DEC2014

Keep Reflecting The Son

A minute felt like an hour, an hour like a day. A day seemed like an eternity. The nights were even longer – dark, lonely, slightly alien. When I was ill, time ...

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7DEC2014

Christmas Party

I received an invitation to a party. Was it really meant for me? The people inviting me seemed certain they wanted me there. Not sure I should go, it’s not my t...

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6DEC2014

Oh Dear….

A friend recently blogged about her experience of a workman coming to the house, and it reminded me of a few traumas of my own. Like babbling nervously – as if ...

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2DEC2014

God Still Does Miracles!

Four years ago, I didn’t know how to deal with the (completely flat) paving in this photo. The different coloured bricks were confusing: should I step over them...

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28NOV2014

Not Ashamed

Hood up and head down, he quickly checked the sign. Yes, he was in the right place. He slipped inside the double doors, hoping no one had seen him. Despite the ...

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26NOV2014

He Rescued Me – Woo Hoo!

I will praise You enthusiastically, O Lord, for You rescued me and did not let my enemy triumph over me. O Lord my God, I cried to You for help, and You healed ...

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14NOV2014

God’s Nice and He Likes Me

Last year I felt like a building that was being taken apart for renovation. Everything I thought I believed was challenged; it was as though God was stripping m...

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11NOV2014

Who are you?

If I asked: ‘Who are you?’ how would you respond? I could give different answers depending on who I was talking to. I remember one Christmas when I was being in...

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7NOV2014

Bunny Hops

I love looking after my friends’ rabbits and guinea pigs when they go on holiday. Truffles the rabbit is a regular visitor at Hotel Mandy and stays for a few we...

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4NOV2014

One of Those Days…

Have you ever had one of those days? When everything that can go wrong does go wrong? I know what you mean… A few years ago I cooked for a summer mission team r...

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26SEP2014

Umm, Should I Be Here?

Do you ever wonder if something is meant for you, whether you are important enough? I do. To give you an example, my church usually offers a ministry time durin...

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17AUG2014

1 Samuel For You

I thoroughly enjoyed reading 1 Samuel For You by Tim Chester. The only downside was that because I was under time constraints to join this blog tour, I was unab...

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8AUG2014

Slavery in the UK?

This Home Office advert has reminded me of the reality that there are slaves in the UK (I don’t mean people working for minimum wage either but actual slaves). ...

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21JUL2014

My Problem, His Problem

A month after my eighteenth birthday, I qualified as a medical secretary and started working for an ENT surgeon. Mr G commanded quite a presence and I was somew...

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4JUN2014

My Hero

I will be eternally grateful for stepping into Arnold Road Boys’ Club that night in 1984. Don Baker – one of the leaders – was just a regular guy. When I first ...

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9MAY2014

Grateful

I’m joining Five Minute Friday again this week, which is where bloggers from all over the world write on a theme chosen by Lisa-Jo Baker for five minutes withou...

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25APR2014

Friend (and Housework)

Every Friday, bloggers all over the world join Lisa-Jo Baker in writing for five minutes on a particular subject, without pausing to edit or self-critique our w...

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5APR2014

I’m Grateful!

I’ve been working this evening on the book I’m writing about my illness and healing/deliverance; I’m always amazed at how horrible the illness was and how the g...

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28MAR2014

Mighty

Five Minute Friday is where bloggers from around the world write for five minutes flat on a topic chosen by Lisa-Jo Baker without stopping to edit or self-criti...

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21MAR2014

Joy

Five Minute Friday is where bloggers from around the world write for five minutes flat on a topic chosen by Lisa-Jo Baker without stopping to edit or self-criti...

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20MAR2014

Christ Or Hitler?

Christ or Hitler? is a collection of stories – in loose chronological order – about the life of Wilhelm Busch, who was an evangelist and pastor during the Nazi ...

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19MAR2014

Rupert: A Letter To The Stuck

Rupert and his piggy pals, Bilbo, Nutmeg and Cocoa, were stuck in their hutch. Herself had decreed it, since the weather was rainy and windy. He could hear talk...

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25FEB2014

Eternity Changes Everything

I thoroughly enjoyed reading Stephen Witmer‘s book Eternity Changes Everything. He has a pleasant, chatty, easy-to-read writing style and his passion for his su...

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18FEB2014

A Letter To The Hungry

I’ll just check one more time. Maybe there’s something I missed the first time around…. No, the cupboard’s empty. What am I going to do? There was nothing yeste...

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14FEB2014

Garden

Five Minute Friday is where bloggers from around the world write for five minutes flat on a topic chosen by Lisa-Jo Baker without stopping to edit or self-criti...

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7FEB2014

Write

Five Minute Friday is where bloggers from around the world write for five minutes flat on a topic chosen by Lisa-Jo Baker without stopping to edit or self-criti...

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28JAN2014

Fred

The ACW committee had our annual retreat at the weekend.  We converged on a Christian conference centre in Northampton for a full weekend of meetings, discussio...

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23JAN2014

Life in Christ

Life in Christ by Jeremy Walker looks at what it means for someone to be ‘in Christ’. It is a relatively short book of 176 pages with eight chapters, each chapt...

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11JAN2014

You Knitted Me Together…

O LORD, You have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up…. For You formed my inward parts; You knitted me together in my mother’s ...

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7JAN2014

A Father’s Love

A few evenings ago I finally caught up with the Call the Midwife Christmas Special while simultaneously catching up with my (huge) ironing pile. It was good: pl...

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2JAN2014

Faith

I’ve sometimes thought it would be good to choose a meaningful word for the year. It seems better than making New Year’s resolutions because they usually get br...

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16DEC2013

The Bigness of Christmas

  It’s like the Queen leaving Parliament, To come to tea with me. It’s like the music of all the world Crammed onto a single CD. Can you imagine a mountain rang...

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15NOV2013

Tree

Five Minute Friday is where bloggers from around the world write for five minutes flat on a topic chosen by Lisa-Jo Baker without stopping to edit or self-criti...

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25OCT2013

A Hope Deferred

A Hope Deferred by J Stephen Yuille tells of his and Alison’s twenty two year journey of struggling with infertility and of their eventual adoption of a little ...

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11OCT2013

Ordinary

It’s been a while since I’ve participated in Five Minute Friday. This is where bloggers from all over the world write for five minutes, without stopping to edit...

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19SEP2013

Red Like Blood

I thoroughly enjoyed reading Red Like Blood by Joe Coffey and Bob Bevington. There are eighteen chapters in the book, each considering a different aspect of gra...

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7SEP2013

Being Seen

We all want to be seen. No one enjoys being invisible. Even if you are an introvert, I guarantee you want to be noticed by someone. When you do a good job at wo...

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3SEP2013

Three Decades of Fertility

  Three Decades of Fertility: Ten Ordinary Women Surrender to the Creator and Embrace Life was a fascinating read. Each chapter is written by a different woman ...

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12AUG2013

Compassionate Jesus

When I first heard about the opportunity of joining this blog tour and reading Compassionate Jesus by Christopher W Bogosh, I was excited at the prospect of lea...

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31JUL2013

The Button Legacy

The Button Legacy by Ginger Marcinowski is a thoroughly enjoyable story covering three family generations. Set in New Brunswick, the story begins in the mid-195...

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24JUL2013

Dog Tags

I love well-written Christian suspense thrillers – and Dog Tags by Heidi Glick did not disappoint. The story opens with the Knight, a serial killer brooding ove...

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12JUL2013

Present

Every week I join with other writers around the world for #FiveMinuteFriday. This is where we write non-stop for five minutes on a topic chosen by Lisa-Jo Baker...

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14JUN2013

Rock of Refuge

Life is not the easiest right now; a battle inside me is going on. A couple of weeks ago, in the middle of all my despair and doubt, I glanced out of the living...

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1JUN2013

How Not To Write Poetry

Adrian and I are going through old paperwork at the moment, looking through cards and letters we’ve sent each other as well those other people have sent to us, ...

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17MAY2013

Song

Singing is powerful.  I never realised how powerful it is until I was ill three years ago.  The only way to battle the darkness that sometimes threatened to eng...

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15MAY2013

Yielded Captive

Yielded Captive is a great title for this book:  it took me captive!  What a page turner, I just couldn’t put it down.  I started reading it on the bus, having ...

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25APR2013

How Much Do You Really Want It?

Adrian and I saw Ludovic Einaudi at the Royal Concert Hall in Nottingham yesterday evening.  It was excellent.  I’d surprised Adrian with tickets for his birthd...

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15APR2013

Refuse To Do Nothing

What a book!  When it arrived in the post, I was surprised to discover it was all about modern-day slavery.  Huh?  But I was intrigued because it was written by...

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30MAR2013

My Big Brother

I had the perfect big brother. If I fell over and hurt my knee or if any of the neighbourhood kids picked on me, he was there, ready to give me a hug and dry my...

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25MAR2013

Growing Pains

Did you see Penguins – Spy in the Huddle on BBC1 recently?  For three consecutive Monday evenings, I was mesmerised by these entertaining creatures.  The docume...

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19MAR2013

To Walk Or Stay

I commited to reading To Walk or Stay by Lara Williams because of signing up for a blog tour; it’s not necessarily the kind of book I would choose to read.  How...

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14MAR2013

John Piper on Infertility

I found this short interview clip with John Piper very helpful on the subject of infertility, including a precious promise that I’ve not come across before.  So...

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5MAR2013

Psalm 139: My Version

Hello, Lord God. You have taken a good long look at me, haven’t you? You know me inside and out and back to front. Whether I’m feet up with a glass of wine or r...

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19FEB2013

Good Mood, Bad Mood

Good Mood, Bad Mood by Charles D Hodges MD is a useful and readable book on how to help people who feel sad or who suffer from depression.  I would say it is in...

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31JAN2013

Suffering Well

In my opinion, Suffering Well by Paul Grimmond is a vital book that every Christian should read.  Paul has a very readable style that is accessible to readers a...

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24JAN2013

All Day Long

I watched Sir Trevor McDonald’s documentary ‘Inside Death Row’ last Thursday.  It provided some disturbing insights into the reality of a life term meaning ‘lif...

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22JAN2013

Loving The Church

Loving the Church: God’s people flourishing in God’s family by John Crotts is divided into two sections, the first looking at what God’s family is, and the seco...

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20JAN2013

‘Z’ Is For… ZZZZZZZ

Do you ever have nights when you can’t get to sleep, no matter how hard you try?  I do.  After yawning my head off all evening, I’ll go up to bed, and close my ...

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4JAN2013

God Is Great!

But may all who search for you be filled with joy and gladness in you. May those who love your salvation repeatedly shout, ‘The Lord is great!’ As for me, since...

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2JAN2013

Help!

Lord, don’t hold back your tender mercies from me. Let your unfailing love and faithfulness always protect me. For troubles surround me – too many to count! My ...

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31DEC2012

Happy New Year!

I love New Year.  I love that there are are 365 fresh new days ahead of me.  For me, it’s a time to pause and take stock, before breathing in deep and jumping i...

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14DEC2012

‘I Have Not Been Afraid To Speak Out…’

I have told all your people about your justice. I have not been afraid to speak out, as you, O Lord, well know. I have not kept the good news of your justice hi...

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8DEC2012

Royal Baby Or Royal Fetus?

Like the majority of people in the UK, indeed in the Commonwealth, I’m delighted that the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge are expecting their first baby.  People ...

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6DEC2012

God Wants What?

You take no delight in sacrifices or offerings. Now that you have made me listen, I finally understand – you don’t require burnt offerings or sin offerings. The...

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4DEC2012

I AM…

…’Who are you, Jesus?’  He is the great I AM who exists from eternity to eternity, and yet comes into our world and says, ‘I am the bread of life, the light of ...

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27NOV2012

Renew Your Joy And Wonder

Oh, the joys of those who trust the Lord, who have no confidence in the proud or in those who worship idols. O Lord my God, you have performed many wonders for ...

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21NOV2012

‘Many Will See… And Be Amazed’

I’m in Marseille right now meeting with my team-mates and unexpectedly found myself with a free morning so, since I’m leading Prayers on Friday, I thought it wo...

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5NOV2012

When Life Is Turned Upside Down

Our house is upside down at the moment.  The lounge is echoey with bare walls and a minimum of furniture (we’ve taken the minimalist look to a new level!), the ...

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2NOV2012

Rejection

Rejection is something every human being will suffer at some point in their lives; sometimes it’s obvious and sometimes it’s the little things that you don’t th...

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30OCT2012

It Seemed Like A Good Idea At The Time….

We always said we would only decorate one room at a time.  Which is obviously why we’ve chosen to decorate three all at once.  Yes, we are in the middle of rede...

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24AUG2012

The Yankee Officer And The Southern Belle

From the title The Yankee Officer and the Southern Belle, I did not expect a dry, over-spiritualised missionary biography, and I was not disappointed.  It was a...

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20AUG2012

Beauty, Grace, And A Knotted Ribbon

Is it less than a fortnight ago since the Olympics finished?  Hard to believe.  I thoroughly enjoyed watching the rhythmic gymnasts dancing gracefully about the...

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12AUG2012

It’s Not Always The Way It Looks….

Have you ever read Mary Norton’s stories about The Borrowers?  In the second book, The Borrowers Afield, young Arrietty is enamoured of a new life outdoors: Aft...

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4AUG2012

The Tea Bag And The Pearl

My friend came round for a three hour marathon coffee and catch-up time yesterday.  We had a great time together.  One of the things she said struck a chord in ...

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18JUL2012

Bees In The Butterfly Garden

‘This was Meggie.  Meggie, whom John had placed on so high a pedestal that it couldn’t be Ian who made a mere woman of her.’ I enjoyed reading Maureen Lang’s Be...

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16JUL2012

Divorce Hurts

After uploading my last post on commitment, I came across this blog post by Tricia Goyer, who I follow on Twitter.  We sometimes think that children will be fin...

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14JUL2012

Commitment…. What’s That?

I’ve just been catching up with Nick Hewer and Margaret Mountford’s (I just love Nick and Margaret, don’t you?!) ‘The Town That Never Retired’ on BBC iPlayer.  ...

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9JUL2012

Small Bump

A beautiful song from Ed Sheeran about the pain of miscarrying a little one....

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6JUL2012

Matthew Henry – His Life And Influence

I looked forward to reading Allan Harman’s new book Matthew Henry – His Life and Influence because I have used Matthew Henry’s Commentary on the whole Bible sin...

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27JUN2012

Does God Heal Today?

I used to think that people who claimed God healed today were full of emotional hype and was deeply skeptical of any healing stories I heard.  That is, I was sk...

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25JUN2012

The Scarlet Thread

‘… it is the men who dream of Oregon.  It is as though Heaven itself beckons them and we must all cross hell to get to it.’ Set across different centures, The S...

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23JUN2012

The Humble Leader ~ John Stott

John Stott was both radical and gentle, as this new biography by Julia Cameron reveals.  By the end of the book, you will want to call this great man of God ‘Un...

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14JUN2012

The Serpent And The Salesman

Do you ever get frustrated with salesmen who come knocking on your door at the most inopportune times, peddling their latest offers?  I certainly do! Some frien...

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6JUN2012

Jubilee Thoughts

This weekend has made me proud to be British.  I’ve often thought that we’re not, generally speaking, very patriotic in Britain.  We don’t seem to take pride in...

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28MAY2012

The Miracle In The Womb

I recently came across this amazing pregnancy video which shows the development of a baby from conception to birth using the most spectacular images from Tor Co...

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24MAY2012

Picture, Dream, Tears (Healing – Part 2)

About halfway through the Lifeshapers course is the Holy Spirit night.  After a time of worship, prayer partners team up to pray for course participants, and th...

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23MAY2012

What’s Down There? (Healing Part 1)

Last autumn I enrolled on a Lifeshapers course at Grace Church.  I was 99% confident that I didn’t have any issues that needed dealing with, I just wanted to do...

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15MAY2012

As One Devil To Another

As One Devil to Another is an excellent and insightful debut book by Richard Platt.  In similar style to C S Lewis’ The Screwtape Letters, As One Devil To Anoth...

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10MAY2012

Why Didn’t You Abort Your Baby?

Watch this brave mum explain why she didn’t abort her baby....

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3MAY2012

Be Fruitful And Multiply

Within 8 weeks the baby has a face, characteristics. It has all its internal organs. And its nervous system is already so developed that it can perform reflex a...

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2MAY2012

Learning To Live With Barrenness

Being unable to have children can affect a woman in all sorts of ways.  As I’ve mentioned in a previous blog post, I felt there was a sense of shame attached to...

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27APR2012

The Last Word

The last conversations we have with loved ones are precious to us.  In The Last Word, Wallace Benn unpacks Jesus’ last words before His death, from John’s Gospe...

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24APR2012

Buried Hopes, Broken Dreams

We had to wait about twenty months on the IVF list.  During that time I became skillful at suppressing my natural desires and hopes for children.  I buried the ...

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23APR2012

Incomplete…?

Shortly after it was confirmed that Adrian and I were unable to have children, we had my dad’s funeral.  My mum, brother and me discussed and planned an order o...

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18APR2012

Titanic: The Ship Of Dreams

‘Women, children and unbelievers to the lifeboats please!’ was John Harper’s compelling cry as Titanic went down by the head on that tragic night in April 1912....

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13APR2012

For The Little Ones Whose Strength Failed

This song is for all of our little ones whose strength failed before it really began, who even now are dancing around the Throne and singing like never before....

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12APR2012

The See-Saw of Emotions

There was a definite see-sawing of emotions going on when Adrian and I were trying for a baby.  At first, I was casual but hopeful about it.  Then as each month...

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28MAR2012

Afraid Of Failing

When did I first become afraid of being unable to have children?  In my early twenties, with no boyfriend on the horizon I had a very real fear of being ‘left o...

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22MAR2012

Roll The Die For Quads….

When I was fourteen or fifteen, I had endless conversations with my best friend at school about the kind of man we wanted to marry.  Naturally, he had to have a...

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14MAR2012

From The Resurrection To His Return

From the Resurrection to His Return by Dr Don A Carson is a short book which is full of  practical, sound advice.  It has only five chapters which are centred a...

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11MAR2012

What’s Moses Up To These Days?

At choir practice this week, it dawned on me how much I love singing and harmonising (which sometimes sounds great and other times doesn’t) with friends.  We’re...

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9MAR2012

The Heavenly Man

The Heavenly Man is the inspirational and dramatic true story of Brother Yun.  Since his conversion to Christ in his mid-teens, he has been no stranger to a lif...

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7MAR2012

‘One More Miracle, Don’t Be Dead’

Adrian and I watched The Reichenbach Fall, the last episode in the current series of Sherlock, at the weekend.  Sherlock Holmes is an amazing, almost superhuman...

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4MAR2012

What Books Influence You?

I’m renewing my acquaintance with What Katy Did by Susan M Coolidge at the moment.  I’ve just reached the part where Katy falls out of the swing and injures her...

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2MAR2012

Are Words Powerful?

When I was at my writing group – Grace Writers – on Wednesday evening, one of my friends mentioned the power of words.  And that got me thinking…. In my previou...

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24FEB2012

A Baby’s Powerful Words

Have you ever stopped to consider how the universe could continue spinning when Jesus was an embryo?  The Bible teaches that He spoke the world into being (Gene...

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24DEC2011

68 Days With Baby Amber Hope

On 13th September this year a precious baby – a fourth daughter – was born to my friends.  Sadly, little Amber had Edwards Syndrome.  But this special little on...

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22DEC2011

Thoughts from Bavaria – Part 2

One of the places Adrian and I visited in Bavaria was Coburg Fortress.  It looked impressive, perched up high, looking down on all below.  With its high, thick,...

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9DEC2011

Thoughts from Bavaria – Part 1

Adrian and I visited good friends in the Franconian area of Bavaria (in Germany) last week.  It was a fantastic week and we had a great time with them.  They we...

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25NOV2011

Here Comes The Ride

It’s not ‘here comes the bride’ but Here Comes The Ride, another great Andi McConnell mystery by Lorena McCourtney.  Andi becomes concerned for the strangely vu...

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21NOV2011

Your Chariot Awaits

Author Lorena McCourtney was kind enough to send me a couple of books in her Andi McConnell mystery series recently.  In Your Chariot Awaits, we are introduced ...

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18NOV2011

What Do I Have In Common With Bezalel?

In my morning Quiet Times with the Lord this week I’ve been reading the end of Exodus.  In chapter 31 God announced to Moses that He had chosen a man called Bez...

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25OCT2011

Enough.

In this short but thought-provoking book, Helen Roseveare looks at the different ways we use the English word ‘enough’.  As she explains in the prologue, ‘it is...

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24OCT2011

Rejoicing One Year On

I woke up this morning rejoicing at how wonderful and powerful, how generous and, well, just plain nice God is.  Psalm 30 expressed what I was feeling exactly: ...

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17OCT2011

Remembering Natalie

When my friends Keren and Steve lost their precious little girl a few years ago, Keren’s mum Judy wrote this beautiful poem: O Natalie, Natalie the finality Her...

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14OCT2011

Is There Life After ME?

Earlier this year, I met Linda at my friends’ house.  Ron and Una were celebrating their ruby wedding by having friends and family round for an an ‘open house’....

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14SEP2011

What Do You Do With Barrenness?

I’m reading one of John Piper‘s books at present:  ‘A Sweet and Bitter Providence’, which is an exegesis on the book of Ruth in the Bible.  This isn’t a book re...

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30AUG2011

When Jesus Stands Up

Throughout the New Testament, whenever we read of Jesus in Heaven, we read of Him sitting down.  Sitting in the place of authority and greatest honour – at the ...

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29AUG2011

Remembering Baby Peter

A couple of weeks ago I spent the evening with my friends Andrew and Kay.  We laughed together, shed a few tears together, and had a special time talking about ...

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25AUG2011

Guarding the Treasure

Guarding the Treasure by Linda Finlayson is a new release from Christian Focus Publications.  It is part of the ‘Defenders of the Faith’ series for children.  L...

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19AUG2011

A Visit to the Holocaust Centre

Last Friday, I visited the Holocaust Centre near Laxton with Reindeer Writers, my local ACW writing group.  As I walked from the car park to the centre, I enter...

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16AUG2011

In Honour Of A Scottish Grandmother

I have just been speaking to my friend David, who lost his beloved mother a few days ago. He was particularly touched at her funeral, when he heard a precious m...

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4AUG2011

What Happens To Infants Who Die?

I think this interview with John Piper is very helpful on the question:  what happens to infants who die?  It can be a difficult, painful question for those of ...

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3AUG2011

A Tiny Treasure in Heaven

After that terrible, thundery Friday afternoon on 12th May 2006 when I lost Two and Three (and consequently all hope of having children of my own), I turned to ...

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29JUL2011

From Despair To Hope – Bryony’s Story

Last year was the worst year of Bryony’s life.  Last year was the best year of Bryony’s life.  In a difficult situation, struggling with work and other issues, ...

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23JUL2011

Ivy Malone Mystery Series

If you enjoy Agatha Christie’s Miss Marple, you will love Lorena McCourtney‘s American counterpart, Ivy Malone.  As Ivy’s friend Mac says, ‘Ivy Malone, you’re t...

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18JUL2011

A New Daddy’s Thoughts On His Blind Baby Daughter

I have just read a heart-moving blog post by Mike Anderson, sharing four lessons he has learned from his precious new-born daughter, who is virtually blind.  Mi...

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12JUL2011

Reinventing Leona

I have just finished reading a complimentary copy of Reinventing Leona by Lynne Gentry in order to provide a review for Tyndale House.  It is a pleasant story w...

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11JUL2011

Under Construction

Adrian recently found some unseen images of Tower Bridge in London being built.  Since Tower Bridge is my second favourite bridge in the world (my favourite bei...

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29JUN2011

Growing Up Amish

Ira Wagler‘s memories of Growing up Amish provide a fascinating insight into Amish life and culture.  At times he comes across as slightly cynical, but he also ...

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27JUN2011

‘My Nursery, 1852’ by Elizabeth Prentiss

While reading Feminine Threads by Diana Lynn Severance I came across the story of Elizabeth Prentiss.  She was a Victorian Christian lady who cared for the sick...

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24JUN2011

Feminine Threads

Feminine Threads: Women in the Tapestry of Christian History by Diana Lynn Severance is a brand-new release by Christian Focus Publications.  It looks at women ...

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20JUN2011

Is The Unborn Really A Human Being?

I have recently read Why Pro-Life? by Randy Alcorn.  It is a very well-written book explaining clearly and logically that unborn babies – from conception to bir...

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18JUN2011

7 Reasons I Love My Church

Last weekend Grace Church went away together.  We had a wonderful time, Stuart Bell (New Life Church, Lincoln) and our pastor Nick Sharp spoke, there were great...

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10JUN2011

Two Wars

When Tyndale House offered Two Wars by Nate Self as a free ebook recently, I very nearly did not bother to download it.  While vaguely grateful for the men and ...

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4JUN2011

Painful Praise

I love to sing.  I look forward all week to meeting with my Grace family on a Sunday when we all sing out praises to God together.  I find it easy to wake up in...

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28MAY2011

Are You Looking Forward To Heaven?

Are you looking forward to Heaven?  Jesus wants us to look forward to it.  He used positive language and colourful word pictures to show us something of how fan...

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27MAY2011

A Tailor-Made Bride

I think A Tailor-Made Bride by Karen Witemeyer is rather cleverly written, the story being anchored to the name of one of the main characters, Jericho ‘JT’ Tuck...

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25MAY2011

May Book Giveaway from Christian Focus

Christian Focus are running a contest from now until 30th May for you to win one of these two books: Enter now to have a chance of winning!...

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24MAY2011

It Happens Every Spring

I loved reading It Happens Every Spring by Gary Chapman and Catherine Palmer.  The book is anchored around Patsy’s ‘Just As I Am’ tea rooms and beauty salon.  T...

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23MAY2011

A Novel + A Skull = Unexpected Worship!

I was reading the latest Michael Connelly book this afternoon when I came across a piece of courtroom dialogue discussing the thickness of the human skull.  Lik...

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16MAY2011

A Mother’s Gift

Let me tell you about a young woman I admire tremendously.  I don’t actually know her, but I expect to meet her one day.  Her name is Jessica, she’s married wit...

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14MAY2011

‘I am ascending to My Father and your Father….’

I was marking my young pupil’s Postal Bible Club papers a few days ago when I was struck by Jesus’ words to Mary Magdalene on the very first Easter Sunday morni...

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9MAY2011

For Every Little Miracle…. Pampers?

I came across this great pro-life advert from Pampers via Twitter recently.  You have to watch it, it’s great!...

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8MAY2011

Thicker than Blood

Thicker than Blood by C J Darlington is a gripping story of selfishness, cowardice, regrets, temptation, guilt, manipulation, violence, forgiveness, love and gr...

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3MAY2011

The Ascension: The Shout of a King

Today I finished reading Derek Prime‘s The Ascension: The Shout of a King.  It is a book full of Jesus.  I was constantly drawn in by Derek’s writing style and ...

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30APR2011

April….

I’ve been contemplating how significant things often seem to happen to me in April.  The best thing of all is that I became a Christian around April 1982 when I...

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27APR2011

When Life Begins

This short video by Pastor Mike in California gives three indisputable proofs of when life begins.  Watch now....

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25APR2011

A Change of Heart at 74

Adrian and I were thrilled to celebrate my Uncle Les’ baptism with him yesterday.  He has an amazing testimony of God’s faithfulness and his family’s prayerful ...

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22APR2011

Influential Women

I read Influential Women by Wendy Virgo recently after Grace Church’s Terry and Wendy Virgo Weekend last month.  Wendy spoke at Grace’s first ever ladies’ event...

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20APR2011

A Broken Mess – Can God Help?

Tracy’s Story ‘I knew what it was like to feel shame. I had deep secrets that I felt, if they were ever known, no one would love me or accept me. Unspeakable th...

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18APR2011

No Well-Worn Paths

I was challenged and excited reading No Well-Worn Paths by Terry Virgo.  This book is autobiographical, describing all that comes out of his simple longing for ...

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16APR2011

Shocked or Singing?

This morning I sat in the sunny garden, with the birds good-naturedly squabbling over the bird feeder, reading my Bible.  I meditated on Isaiah chapters 43 and ...

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7APR2011

Leota’s Garden

Leota’s Garden by Francine Rivers is excellently written, with big issues cleverly interwoven with the story.  It had me laughing, crying and staying up until 2...

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1APR2011

God My Healer

It’s good to be back after a loooong break!  I’ve had a tough year with migrainous vertigo leading to cerebellar ataxia but, praise God, I’ve been completely he...

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7JUL2010

Adult Stem Cells Restore Sight

Baptist Press report that adult stem cells have been used to restore the eyesight of 77% of patients who took part in a clinical trial.  All of the patients wer...

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6JUL2010

‘A Fetus Is A Life’

Antonia Senior – writer, feminist and pro-choice activist – wrote a recent article in the Times stating her belief, following the birth of her daughter, that ‘a...

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29JUN2010

‘I’m his mother. My job is to protect him.’

Brave words from JoAnne Cascia of New Jersey, America. At twenty six weeks’ gestation, her baby was diagnosed with thanatophoric skeletal dysplasia. This is a l...

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27JUN2010

To You Alone [Jesus] Belongs The Highest Praise

Adrian and I had a wonderful time with Jubilee Church (NewFrontiers) this morning. The worship was really rousing. Many people were clapping or raising their ar...

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10JUN2010

From The Lips Of Children And Infants…

This article about children hearing from the Holy Spirit and interceding for children is amazing. The truth of the words of Psalm 8 verse 2 (From the lips of ch...

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9JUN2010

What We Might Have Missed

Andrea Bocelli’s story is so encouraging, that his mum had the courage to have her baby despite difficult circumstances. Although opera singing may not be every...

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24MAY2010

Life Changing News

Six years ago today my life was unwelcomely and irrevocably changed. Adrian and I were told that we would never have children naturally. The day before, my dad ...

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20MAY2010

Hand over for Healing

As I was praying with a good friend from church on Monday evening this week, we specifically asked the Lord to heal me from the pain of losing Two and Three. Al...

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15MAY2010

Quote from Robert Robinson

A Christian called Robert Robinson had this inscribed on the gravestone of a child he had lost: Bold infidelity, turn pale and die, Beneath this stone an infant...

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24APR2010

Many issues around bioethics start with human pain…

I’ve just come across this short except from a talk by Professor John Wyatt (Professor of Ethics and Perinatology at University College London and a specialist ...

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6JAN2010

Who was the first baby that God named?

The first child in the Bible to be named by God while he was still in the womb is Ishmael, the son of Abraham and Hagar.  His name is amazing.  In Hebrew it is ...

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6SEP2009

God Gives Life

It is God the Holy Spirit who gives physical (as well as spiritual) life.  Psalm 104:30 says:  ‘When You send forth Your Spirit, they are created, and You renew...

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21AUG2009

Treasure in Heaven

This article on storing up treasure in Heaven by John Piper is well worth a read.  I think it can be applied not just to money and possessions, but to children ...

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2JUL2009

My brother has hands!

A friend has just shared with me that his little grandson Ethan was amazed when he saw his brand-new baby brother yesterday.  Ethan exclaimed:  ‘He has hands!’ ...

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11MAY2009

Does It Ever Get Any Easier…?

This time three years ago I lost Two and Three.  I’d carried them for less than two weeks but I still loved them and prayed for them.  The pain today is as real...

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27APR2009

All That is Worth Having

I’ve finally gotten around to doing some more research on Heaven and embyrology.  I’m currently studying Heaven using Puritan preacher Richard Baxter’s book ‘Th...

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28MAR2009

Another Brush with Heaven

I’ve just been reading a book containing stories of people who have become followers of Jesus Christ from other religions, and I’ve come across a wonderful stor...

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13FEB2009

A Glimpse of Eternity

On Wednesday I had the great privilege of hearing Ian McCormack tell how he was stung by a boxer jellyfish (100% deadly – most people die within 15-90 minutes),...

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13FEB2009

We’ll Meet Again!

It’s both natural and biblical to want to meet each other again in Heaven.  Dr Bavinck writes: …though it is true that the joy of heaven consists primarily in f...

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17JAN2009

Being ‘present with the Lord’

There are so many things we have to look forward to when we leave this earth and are ‘present with the Lord’.  Here are a few of them: We’ll have rest (Rev 14:1...

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1DEC2008

Saviour-Siblings

Saviour-siblings is the term referring to babies created specifically for their genetic material to help an older sibling with a serious illness.  Tissue is tak...

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11NOV2008

A foetus has memory – wow!

I found out last week that during the second trimester, the foetus develops memory.  Dr Simon Atkins in his book Make me a Baby reports that in a 1988 study, ba...

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11OCT2008

What is begetting all about?

‘Begetting’ in the Bible means ‘conceiving’.  Begetting describes the key role the father plays in reproducing – by ‘fathering’ he passes on genetic material to...

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6OCT2008

Welcome to my blog!

I’m researching when human life begins, looking at the uniqueness of human life and the fact that God knows each person from conception (even before conception!...

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